Weight Of The World

by Callista

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released June 28, 2014

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Track Name: I'll Always Have My Doubts
Wrote your name on my heart and that's where it will stay.
Clench memories in my fist and hold them to my chest.
I wish that i could give you everything but i cant. This is all i have to offer. My words and my promise.
I love you more than life.

I can't pretend to be happy, when i feel this lonely
So spend each day with me and hold me close
I've made my share of mistakes but please forgive me
if i could go back I would make it all okay again.

Wrote your name on my heart and that's where it will stay.
Clench memories in my fist and hold them to my heart.
I wish i could give you what you deserve but i cant. This is all i have to offer. My words and my promise.
I love you more than life
I love you from the depths
Of my burning stomach
It's clear to me and it hurts to admit
You were made for a man much better than me.

Maybe i'll never see
What you see in me
But i'll always be eternally grateful
For all you've given me
Track Name: Hindsight
It's wearing me thin
Grasping at the air i can barely reach
As i see your face disappear
Will i ever say goodbye?

I need to let go
Do you feel the same how will i know
As i watch my face turn to grey
Will i ever see the day
Track Name: The Burden Of Existence
Struggling to think straight,still consumed by heartache
Why do i feel the things that i feel inside?
Depression has a hold,and it won't let go
Never sunk so low before and i fear i won't come back.

That sinking feeling in my chest, i can't control it any more
Forever burning, stealing what's left of me

I tried to change for you, to change for everyone,
but i can't fake this smile anymore
Can i leave this burden in the hands of those i love?
Or can i see past these thoughts?
I don't think i can

Sometimes feelings can change
Even love can fade away
Out of luck, out of hope
I can't break free

I wish i could tell you how i feel
But words have always failed me
So i suffer in silence
the way i always have
I have my means of escape
The concrete passes beneath me
A i try to find, away to escape this state of mind
Track Name: In My Blood
It's never been clear, It's never been black and white
I need you in my blood, cause I can't, sleep at night
I just want to make you proud, after all we've been through
But I know in my heart, that's something I'll never do.

Don't we all get them? Dark thoughts, when we're alone
It can't just be me, leave me here I'll die on my own
Where were you, when i needed protection?
You pushed me out, like i was some kind of infection.
Track Name: Comfort In Sorrow
I can't take
Much more of this
You bring me too my knees
Inside my mind
There is a war
And its all because of you.
My bones break
Under the weight of your selfish lies
I can't forget so i'll learn to live with the hell you put me through
No love(from you)
No hope(for us)
(you feel)No guilt
(you have)No shame
It's becoming Increasingly hard to face each wasted day with a brave face
Forgive and forget never made much sense to me
It's been so long
Since love left me